one of my photographs for my portfolioFriday, August 10, 2007
second to last
well, he came over...and i seriously had the best time of my life just fooling around with him...being silly i mean.lol. we read cosmopolitan together...haha, now that was fun. and in one of the articles, its about 5o ways to get closer, and it said to come up with silly nicknames...like "Shmoopie and Muffin"....so from then on, he was my Mooooooffin =D.
im really going to cry when i have to say goodbye to him tomorrow...its going to be horrible...oh well...i know ill see him again..i really love this guy....
omg...school orientation on the 30th and i have to tour...AND i have to wear my uniform..EW. apparently there are only around 12 new kids coming into our grade (12) so its kind of limited and chels said to grab people to pull them into our group so they dont end up with the "others"...Dun-Dun-DUN!!!
im really going to cry when i have to say goodbye to him tomorrow...its going to be horrible...oh well...i know ill see him again..i really love this guy....
omg...school orientation on the 30th and i have to tour...AND i have to wear my uniform..EW. apparently there are only around 12 new kids coming into our grade (12) so its kind of limited and chels said to grab people to pull them into our group so they dont end up with the "others"...Dun-Dun-DUN!!!
Je T'aime
<3
wow, twice in the same day I have the urge.
moving on...
well as i said before, the love of my life is leaving on the 12th..im seeing him tonight only at 7 though..and he cant stay late (thanks dad, you rock -_-) And im seeing him tomorrow afternoon too...thank the gracious lord for that. its really weird. after my dad said he couldnt come earlier then 7, i told him id go take a shower, then i come back and hes like "eyes are red"...i ask why his eyes are red and he said not his but mine. i mean how the hell does the guy know when i cry? seriously, this has happened before, and i dont even TELL him and he cant even SEE me, yet he just knows that ive been crying. i asked him how he knew and he just said it was becasue he loved me. he knows me more then i know myself sometimes...seriously hes unbeleivably talented in emotional stuff. he was telling ME stuff i was trying to explain to him that i read in Cosmopolitan. something about your hormones being at a high at some points and something about your testosterone and how to make the best of it so you feel great...i was like....wow.
as much as i try to explain to people how much i love this guy, i just cant find the words, then we try to explain it to eachother, but to no avail. last night we were on the phone for 4 hours...they poor guy ran out of credit haha...it was 3 in the morning. at some parts of the converstaion, when i wasnt talking and he was singing random songs we'd just go off saying "i love you" over and over again. its really corny, i know, but hey. life is a cliche, what are you going to do about it?
its 5:50....ive decided i might as well just wear my PJ's to be comfy...we end up just laying around on my bed listening to music and singing and just joking around anyway, no point getting all dressed up for a guy who thinks you're sexy in a track suit right?
wow, twice in the same day I have the urge.
moving on...
well as i said before, the love of my life is leaving on the 12th..im seeing him tonight only at 7 though..and he cant stay late (thanks dad, you rock -_-) And im seeing him tomorrow afternoon too...thank the gracious lord for that. its really weird. after my dad said he couldnt come earlier then 7, i told him id go take a shower, then i come back and hes like "eyes are red"...i ask why his eyes are red and he said not his but mine. i mean how the hell does the guy know when i cry? seriously, this has happened before, and i dont even TELL him and he cant even SEE me, yet he just knows that ive been crying. i asked him how he knew and he just said it was becasue he loved me. he knows me more then i know myself sometimes...seriously hes unbeleivably talented in emotional stuff. he was telling ME stuff i was trying to explain to him that i read in Cosmopolitan. something about your hormones being at a high at some points and something about your testosterone and how to make the best of it so you feel great...i was like....wow.
as much as i try to explain to people how much i love this guy, i just cant find the words, then we try to explain it to eachother, but to no avail. last night we were on the phone for 4 hours...they poor guy ran out of credit haha...it was 3 in the morning. at some parts of the converstaion, when i wasnt talking and he was singing random songs we'd just go off saying "i love you" over and over again. its really corny, i know, but hey. life is a cliche, what are you going to do about it?
its 5:50....ive decided i might as well just wear my PJ's to be comfy...we end up just laying around on my bed listening to music and singing and just joking around anyway, no point getting all dressed up for a guy who thinks you're sexy in a track suit right?
Un poco sobre yo
well, thats me.
17 years old...18 january 21ist
I speak French, English, and Spanish
living in the UAE for about 4 years now...going to graduate from the international school here and hopefully go to Ryerson Univeristy in Toronto, Canada...where my architect brother already is...Im going to either study in Media Studies, or in Photography...emphasis on the HOPE there.
Point of depression: Boyfriend moving back to Luxembourg on the 12th...after tomorrow...he'll visit...but...you know.
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